I haven't posted (again) for a while and I have nobody to blame but myself *gnashing of teeth*. After learning that the chemo hadn't worked I kind of, sort of, definitely lost my bounce back factor. But, after realising that the sort of flexibility I need to be able to surf intact across, over and under these unwanted obstacles is down to me *more gnashing of teeth, breast beating and generally feeling sorry for myself* I'm climbing back on the surfboard. What else can I do? Everyone else is trying so hard to be lovely that I feel I'm missing out if I don't join the party.
